There is no reason for me to giveup.I'm not a quiter and I need to get my ass out there and pomote my self more.I need to make my self a better jewelry craftman and stop my laxy ass and get to work.ok,I got a gang plan and I know what must be done for me to win out on this.I know I may not get notice or any thing like that but is would be nice cause it would drive up business. Hope to do well the rest of the year and next year.

There is some thing about grown older that is......It gets boring fast.I wish I was in my 20s cause i could hang with my younger friends and be that wild guy again.sure I look young but feek like 90ish and I don"t always act young any more.so when I grow old I will already be there in spirit already . this makes me feel sad and loney .......Oh Well!

I long to be happy in a relationship but seem to be trapped in this one sided love.she puts me off and say she is not ready meet but hell I am.3 years is enough right? God help me some times I feel so lonely I could cry ,she says one day we will meet but I,m not getting any day younger.I,m to old for this and I just wanna enjoy it while I'm young enuff too.There is another girl who seems to want to hook up with me. she is young and cute did I say very sex,Hot.Don't tell her I said that...LOL.she is one girl I can also just talk and be understood.we have many things in common.I dreamped we did it and in that I feel aeeful cause in my dreams I may have cheated but did I?She may sence me lustinng for her and wish it maybe growing into love.yes it is going into love.........Why me:-/